12/27/22

it's been.... a difficult last few days. i have a lot i want to write of, but next to no way to break it down into something easily digestible.

i guess, for starters, the holiday season was a complete bust. things never go well for one of my partners when it comes to their family, and this is something that has unfortunately looped every single year we've been together. it never changes, never gets better, and their family doesn't care about changing it. it's so unfortunate.

as for my other partner.... we didn't celebrate anything. his relationship with his family is also unfortunate, but at least he has the authority to cancel events without question, so he didn't have to suffer through anything. it's easier to just cancel the holiday altogether in that household.

in other news, i have an evaluation soon. i wonder how that'll go.